I need your help the most right now. Please make it happen, please. That's all im asking for.

Im gonna kick His Ask!

"I saidddddddd, im gonna kick his ask!. If he gonna come in here, he's gonna kick my ask!"

Cute! The "Oooooooooh" part at the end is priceless. Oh kids! LOL

George Galloway For PM!

Watch till the end of this video. Blondie got bitchslapped by George HAHAHAHA. 

"You don't give a damn! You don't even know about the Palestinians families! You don't even know that they exists! Tell me the name of one member of the seven members of the same family slaughtered on the beach in Gaza by Israeli warship! You don't even know their name! But you know the name of every Israelis soldiers who's being taken prisoner in this conflict because you believe whether you know it or not that Israelis' blood is more valuable than the blood of Lebanese or Palestinians!"

Word! You are now officially my idol Mr. George. *bows*

Now Thats Hot

Dress; Julien MacDonald. Clutch; Chanel (duh!). Shoes; Christian Louboutin.

That dress is approx RM7400.

Err, whaaaaaaaaat? Spending thousands for a bag i get it. For shoes pun i get it sebab kasut boleh pakai sampai rosak. But for a dress that you will only wear less than 5 times is just ridiculous. But its no denying that Fazura is the star of the night at that event, Anugerah Stail EH 2010. Sangaaaaaat stylish and gorgeous! Tapi in my opinion, kasut tu macam tak berapa masuk dengan that outfit. She should've worn something else. But other than that, everything is perfect!

Ada seorang celeb ni p event tu pakai a sporty dress from Ralph Lauren. Wrong move. So wrong.

Photo from Kopipanas2u

Privatekan blog sebenarnya untuk nak kemaskan blog ni and also nak letak new layout, tapi i dont know how to change it. Bila tukar layout ja everything lari, tak jadi macam sekarang ni everything is in place. I guess i am stuck with this boring layout for now, sighhh.


PS: I hate you Maxis, i really do.

Nisfu Syabaan

Tonight is the night of Nisfu Syaaban (closing of the book of practise). And i would like to sincerely apologize to everyone if theres any of my wrongdoings or words that might've hurt you people in any way, i am truly sorry. Please forgive my mistakes. I am only human. I'll keep on pushing myself harder to be a better daughter, sister, friend, girlfriend and most importantly to be a better Muslim. Insyaallah.

Pada malam Nisfu Syaaban, segala amalan lama akan dibawa naik oleh malaikat untuk ditukar dengan lembaran yang baru, untuk dicatatkan amalan yang baru.

"Allah will see his followers on the night of Nisfu Syaaban and Allah will give 'pahala' or rewards to all of the followers except those who commit 'syirik' and adultery." - Prophet Muhammad SAW


With the closing of the book tonight, hopefully the new book will be filled with all our good 'amalan' and 'ibadat', and here's hoping it'll better than the book thats being close tonight, amin.

Kalau dapat cendoi time time ni kan best? Ishhhh.

I am craving for so many things right now macamana badan tak gemok, sighhh. And oh, steamboat too. Mmmhmmmm sedap! But food cravings aside, last night i had the photoshoot thingy with Nadya and Lim the photographer slash stylist HAHAHA. It was tiring, but fun! I dont understand how the supermodels can do that long hours. 5 jam pun kami dah letih gila. Tu baru photoshoot simple je. Lepas photoshoot we had supper. Nadya's mom made us cucur cempedak. Best! One of my faves. I had cucur cempedak too the day before at E's house. And prawns which made me go insane later on that night. I now know not to underestimate those tiny prawns! They're deadly to me. 3 Zyrtecs to tone them down, sighhhh. Nasib baik tak OD.

No photos of me and Lim though, only of Nadya fooling around with the shawls ...

Thats all for today folks kbye!

Unworthy

Shed enough tears to last me a lifetime today. I forgave you many times, but time has proven you will always be ... you. I dont need someone like you in my life. I tried, but its just so hard. I am tired.

Maybe we're not meant to be friends.
















And maybe its time to let you go ... for good.

My Wedding Song :)

She'll let you in her house

If you come knocking late at night

She'll let you in her mouth

If the words you say are right

If you pay the price

She'll let you deep inside

But there's a secret garden she hides

She'll let you in her car

To go driving round

She'll let you into the parts of herself

That'll bring you down

She'll let you in her heart

If you got a hammer and a vise

But into her secret garden, dont think twice

You've gone a million miles

How far you get

To that place where you cant remember

And you cant forget

She'll lead you down a path

There'll be tenderness in the air

She'll let you come just far enough

So you know shes really there

She'll look at you and smile

And her eyes will say

Shes got a secret garden

Where everything you want

Where everything you need

Will always stay

A million miles away ...

Mamma Mia!

So. Damn. Sexay

My bags are all packed and my bus leaves exactly in 30 mins but my heart and mind is saying no, so im staying. I am supposed to change ... But i somehow lost myself in that process. But im awake now. And i realized that, i had that life before. I had those meaningless nights. I've been partying, going out late nights ever since i was 16 years old. I am done, for good.

I've to keep on pushing myself to grow up. To remind myself that i want to be a new person, not that someone who i used to be. Its hard ... But i know E will be there to guide me all the way. He has faith in me, so i must believe in myself and not let him down. I've to keep on pushing ...

Another Death ...

Another death yesterday ...

My friend's BIL passed away in an accident yesterday evening. This is such a sad news. He just got married less than 2 years ago and he and his wife has a beautiful 3 months old baby boy together.

To Naim and Sara, if you guys are reading this ... please be strong for your Along. She needs you guys the most right now. I cant imagine how shes feeling. But, your BIL is in a better place. I am so sorry for the loss. My deepest condolences to you and your family. May Allah bless his soul. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Al-fatihah.

For more news about the accident;
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/7/16/nation/6678401&sec=nation
http://flowersofnation.my/index.php/berita-terkini/1834-peguam-maut-kereta-terjunam-ke-laut

"If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny? If we fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades? If we fall in love because someone can provide for us, what happens when they lose their wealth? Love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone, you love them at the core ... in good or bad times."

Spoilt Brats And Gossip Girls

Everyone loves a good story dont they? But when it starts to get all annoying and too out there, well thats really ... annoying isnt it?

For example, lets say you are seriously rich and drop dead gorgeous, do you think people care if you're trying so hard to prove that you are? Okay maybe for that 10 minutes but after that you're back to being a pathetic nobody. If you have it all, shouting your lungs out proves (most of the times) you dont have what you're shouting about. Because, you might be rich, or smart, or beautiful but always remember there are people out there who is much much better than you are, than we are. But they dont go around screaming about this and that. Its just too bad when you're trying that hard.

I am not a saint. And yes, myself like many other girls out there, we are obsessed over beauty, harta dunia, segala kebendaan which isnt important at all when we're dead and i know i might have mentioned the word Chanel way too many times in here, i am guilty i know. But look around you, 28950375097350 girls are doing the same thing too. But i have always believed that there's a limit to everything. I try my hardest to put a limit on things to write that would simply make people puke.

Because really, do you think people would want to hear what a spoilt little brat you are? Its nice to write about these things sometimes. Honestly who doesnt like shiny pretty things kan? But not in 90% of your entries. Orang baca pun nak muntah lah wei, seriously what the hell were you thinking?

C'mon we get it that you're what you're trying to make people see and believe so maybe its time to write about something else darling. Because if you really want to show you're all that, i humbly suggest you start making your blog private. Its better that way.

The main reason most of us blogs is because we're too lazy to write in real diaries. A blog is easier for us to type our hearts out. Its less tiring this way. But blogging as we all know, has its pros and cons. People will get to know you, about your family, your friends, your lifestyle, about what you have and what you dont ... what you wear, where you go and the list goes on. I am not saying people should be hypocrites but they are things i believe should be left out, that shouldnt see the day light at all. Because who would want to show the whole world their disgusting flaws right? Everyone wants to be a saint, everyone wants to be innocent but sooner or later people will eventually find out ... through you, by reading your personal blog.

And believe me when i say we're living the Gossip Girl era. We are the Gossip Girl. Ask yourselves, how many times have you called up a friend, or a cousin or your sister just to tell her about the new gossip a little birdie just told you or about that scandalous photo you just saw on Twitpic? Yes people, dont even try to deny it. So that is why we must always remember, the pen is always mightier than the sword.

Express yourself all you want, entertain your readers, curse someone today, love someone tomorrow ... its your blog. But let us all try to balance it. We must try not to make our readers vomit blood. Because whats the point in keeping a blog if you have no readers? And newsflash, family members cannot be counted as your readers. They are family, duh of course they must read your blog.

Paul The Sotong Goes To Harvard

Well ... I am reading the statuses in FB and Twitterland right now and i guess its safe to say that Paul The Octopus 'so called' prediction is correct. Spain is the 2010 World Cup champion. And Mr. Google told me its their first? If its true then congrats to the players! I honestly do not know whos playing in which team and i dont care. I stopped watching football shortly after Beckham got out of Manchester United. I am only posting this because this means the death end of World Cup 2010. Ahhh finally ...

I hope and pray that Paul will be in extra super safe care after this because God knows how many bad people out there wanting to 'lenyek' him for predicting this victory.

And i hope i got the right flags of the teams who played tonight. Too lazy to Google about this. Its football, not Chanel or Chuck Bass, bleghhh. And congrats to Paul for being the modern time Nujum Pak Belalang.

PS: I am clueless about football so please do correct me if i am wrong about anything. Thank you very much. And oh, to those who supported the losing team, wipe your tears and move on it is just a game. Its not like your pet hamster just died or anything.

PPS: Should Paul be under the 'Babble' section or under 'Celebs And Goss' since he is quite the celebrity right now kan? I am confused.

My (Other) Hero

I see him now, looking so frail, so fragile ...

He is not as strong as he used to be. Not the same man on the outside, but on the inside he is still the same person that i admire, that i look up to. His visions and words touched millions of hearts including mine. He speaks what's on his mine every single time and never once is he afraid of what other people might say. He is one of the people who is worthy of praise.

I want to see him in person so badly before his time runs out. That is my lifelong dream, to meet this amazing man in person. The one and only ... Malaysian Maverick.

That is my wish.

Israk Mikraj

The 27th of Rejab (the 7th month of the Islamic calendar) commemorates the night of Prophet Muhammad ascent to heaven, also known as Israk Mikraj. Prophet Muhammad rode to heaven on a winged horse known as a buraq. It flew from Mecca to Jerusalem, the buraq carried the Prophet through the seven levels of heaven where he met some earlier prophets of Islam, and brought him home before the night was over. After this momentous night, the five daily prayers were established.


Narrated Abu Huraira: "On the night Allah's apostle was taken on a night journey (Mikraj), two cups; one containing wine and the other milk, were presented to him at Jerusalem. He looked at it and took the cup of milk. Jibril said, " Praise to be Allah who guided you to Al-Fitra (the right path), if you had taken the cup of wine, your nation would have gone astray."


On Prophet Muhammad's journey from Masjid al-Haram (the Sacred Mosque) to Masjid al-Aqsa (the Farthest Mosque), Allah enabled him to see some of his wondrous creations. Allah enabled the Prophet to see the world (dunya) like an old woman.

However this old woman was wearing a great deal of jewellery, and in this there is an indication signifying the reality of the world.


Allah enabled the Prophet to see Iblis. The Prophet saw something on the side of the road which did not dare to stand in his way or speak to him. What the Prophet saw was Iblis.

The Prophet smelled a very nice odour. He asked Jibril about this pleasant scent and Jibril informed him this good smell was coming from the grave of the woman whose duty used to be to comb Pharaoh's daughter's hair.

The Prophet also saw people whose lips and tongues were clipped with scissors made of fire. Jibril told the Prophet, "These are the speakers of sedition (fitna) who call people to misguidance."

He also saw a bull which exited a very small outlet, then was trying in vain to return through that small outlet. Jibril told the Prophet, "This is the example of the bad word - once spoken, it cannot be returned."

The Prophet saw grazing like animals, with very little clothing on their private parts. Jibril told the Prophet, "These are the ones who refused to pay zakat."

The Prophet saw angels smashing some people's heads with rocks. These heads would return to the shape they had been, and then the angels would smash their heads again and so on. Jibril told the Prophet, "These are the ones whose heads felt too heavy to perform prayer, the ones who used to sleep without praying."

On his journey the saw people who were competing to eat some rotten meat - ignoring meat that was sliced and unspoiled. Jibril told the Prophet, "These are people from your nation who leave out that which is permissible (halal), and consume which is forbidden (haram)."

Also, the Prophet saw people who were drinking from the fluid coming from the bodies of fornicators (water mixed with blood). Jibril indicated to the Prophet these were the ones who were drinking the alcohol which is prohibited in this world.

The Prophet saw people scratching their faces and chests with brass finger nails. Jibril said, "These are the examples of those who commit gossip (ghibah).

Other than that the Prophet saw was a woman hanging from her hair with her brain boiling; these are women who do not cover their head from the sight of men who are not their muhrim, and a woman hanging from her tongue and her hands came out from her hip with burning oil thrown inside her throat; these are women who love to hurt their spouses with bad words.

And a woman who was tied on both hands and legs while being encircled by snakes and scorpions; these are women who are able to pray and fast and did not seek permission from their spouses to go out from their houses and did not take specified bath after their monthly or confinement periods are over, a woman who ate her own flesh while fire burning under her; these are women who love to beautify themselves for other men who are not their muhrim and those who love to talk about other people's imperfections.

And a woman shaped like a dog with snakes and scorpions entering her mouth and coming out of her bottom; these are women who are in constant anger to their spouses and lied to other people. 

Subhanallah.

May the story of Israk Mikraj be a reminder to all of us and strengthen our faith in Allah and our Prophet Muhammad SAW, insyaallah. Amin.

Sources; Postcolonialweb and Slideshare

I am craving for mee sotong, coconut shake and cendol. And thanks to my darling boyfriend, i am going to get all of 'em later. Its too hot to be in today and i am home ever since i got back from Cameron Highlands, well except that one day 2-3 days back i went for a dinner with Ana. Thanks for the pizzas babe!

There's so many movies i want to watch but i rather with 'em with my girlfriends. E isnt the type of person to drag along if you want to watch Sex And The City or Eclipse. Trust me. I have a feeling that Eclipse is going to be as boring as New Moon. Twilight isnt my thing anymore. Edward Cullen isnt that hot anymore. The books are thousand times better than the movies. Semua buku yang tukar into a movie semua hancusssssssss.

BFF is in smelly Ipoh working her ass studying (HAHAHA). We're meeting up next week in KL. I need to find myself a baju for Raya. My friends semua dah buat. I am the only one yang belum. I want to check-out Mimpikita and Qamilla to see if they have nice bajus within my budget. Cant spend much on Raya outfits this year because i need to spend my cash on an important event in October. No, not for my birthday. Its for something else ...

I am kinda late. Nak mandi and get ready now. Makan cendol time panas panas terik is ... heavenly!

Cloud Nine.

The bestest news i've gotten in months. Alhamdulillah. I am so happy and thankful. With this, i hope everything will be much much better soon, insyaallah. I am still waiting for 2 more answers and i hope and pray that both answers will be as great as the one i got just now.

Wish me luck people!

I dont need your permission. Its mine. I'll do what i like with it. Shooshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh go away!

LG Cookie Monster! No Humans Allowed!

The LG Cookie phones are seriously cute! I want to be an LG Cookie Monster too!

Who wouldnt want a colorful touch screen handphone to be theirs right? Ohh if i win this maybe i can give it to my mother who still uses her ancient Nokia phone with those annoying buttons for her belated birthday present. Its her birthday today btw hehe so now mummy and my dear readers, let me tell you guys why ...

I love to touch my touch screen phone because its a great accessory to be seen with because of its sleek, small, smooth and slim design. Its boring with the old buttoned phones. My fingers get easily tired after awhile but not with a touch screen phone because i am free to move my fingers here and there without having to press the buttons every single time. And i can watch my Britney Spears' videos on Youtube happily on the big flat screen and looking at pictures on the phone is much better because its bigger. Larger screen also makes me surf my Facebook and Twitter much faster, now how cool is that?

Life is full of bumps. I can see a huge bump coming ahead. I hope i am strong enough to go through this. Ya Allah permudahkanlah this road for me.

I hope and i pray that everything will be okay soon, amin.

The Only Exception

When i was younger i saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind

He broke his own heart and i watched as he tries to reassemble it 

And my momma swore that she would never let herself forget

And that was the day that i promised i'd never sing of love

If i does not exist ...

But darlin'

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

Maybe i know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways to make it alone

Or keep a straight face

And i've always lived like this keeping a comfortable, distance

And up until now i had sworn to myself that im content with loneliness 

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

You are the only exception

Hot Hot Heat

My #1 of course

Too sexy for words

Even sexier than Chuck. No wait. Its a ... tie?

Cameron Highlands

Si gedik #1 and si gedik #2

Baby Its Cold Outside

My girlfriends dragged me to Cameron Highlands and here i am blogging in the hotel room. This place is cold i hate it. I dont like anything cold. Like for example my leftovers if ada orang letak dalam fridge no matter how hungry i am i wont eat. Yes i know what is a microwave but thats just me. I just dont like anything cold.

On our way up yesterday S called a friend, Teh and lucky us, she and the whole family pun kat Cameron Highlands, Equatorial Hotel to be exact. The family is buying bought half of the land/hotels/rooms here to turn into 'Resort Natasya'. Guess who got free rooms? Hehe lucky us.

We'll be checking-out later. I'll upload the photos tonight. Gotta mandi and do lunch with them. Ciao bellas.

Had too much fun since last week which is not really a good thing. BFF is going back tomorrow. There is only me and S now. Got to find the time (to drag S) for a spa session. I really need it.

Went to Tarbush for dinner last night. Foood portion too big, what a waste. The cream caramel pudding sucked. Nothing good as the one i made by myself, heh.

I think this is Shish Tawok

The original plan in my head was for me and the girls to makan there for my birthday dinner there this year since i couldn't get this Arabian/Moroccan theme out of my head. But after going last night, no way i am going back there again. So i got to talking to the girls about birthday themes and they came up with an Indian theme.

Yes Indian theme people. Cause they want to come in saris and the likes of it. Thats my girlfriends to you. Any excuse to get all dolled up, they're 100% up for it. Ahh dang, while typing this i just remembered i had Moroccan birthday theme 4 years ago. So that one is definitely out ... at least for now. Theme apa lagi yang best besides Indian? Any ideas people? I have 2 months-ish to plan a perfect party.

That aside, i really want briyani Hameediyah, cheese choc cake Secret Recipe, coconut shake, Daim cake, mee sotong Padang Kota, to watch SATC 2 with the girls, nasi goreng udang panggang Chef Det Bistro, and lots more.

If you know me you'll know that i do eat alot. I love food. Who doesnt? Life is too short for diets. Screw your diet now go get yourself a big fat slice of that cheese choc cake, or any dessert you can get. Okaaay people gonna start my DVD marathon now. Aint it lovely to stay in on weekends?

Dont crack under pressure. Be strong Melissa. Enough is enough. Do or die.