Wednesday, June 30, 2010

A (Not So) White Affair

A friend of mine got engaged last week. She wanted all of her friends to wear white. But i didnt.

I bought a white dress a week before and its with the tailor until now. I went on that day to take it but to my horror, kedai tutup! I called the tailor and waited around 30mins in front of the shop going insane but in the end, balik dengan penuh hampa. I went again before the event and guess what, kedai tu still tutupT! WTH right? So much for saying you're coming in 30mins the first time i called you eh? I am never going back to your shop ever again.

That aside, my friend looked beautiful on that day. All of us had fun taking hundreds of photos, eating, 'cuci mata-ing' and gossiping. And i had my favorite cheese choc cake from Secret Recipe on my way that which made my night even better!

The makeup and deco is from D' Teruna Dara boutique from Kulim, which is her sister's boutique. And the food is from Chef Det CC Bistro, Kulim which is her dad's restaurant. How lucky is she to have all this? Unlike the rest of us, sighhh.

Enough babbling, checkout the photos below ...

As of today, i am banning my girlfriends from wearing white lace to my majlis tunang or akad nikah HIHIHI

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I had a great weekend! Thanks to my darling friends!

Alwi's birthday was on Friday. Happy birthday you old monkey! Hope you liked the cupcakes! Selina liked it too much she ate 5-6 of 'em. So pretty so sayang nak makan but i am sure the boys had no problem at all biting off the fondant boobies HAHAHA.

Even with all the drama that went down after the party, i went home with a huge smile. I haven't had that kind of fun for so long, i am starting to feel so old ancient. And sleepover doing Gossip Girl marathon with my girls, how better can it get? Chuck on the verge of proposing to Blair, Chuck getting shot in Prague ... oh drama, drama, drama! I cried watching Chuck lying lifeless in the alley, sighhh. It was too painful to watch. I hope Chair will get back together next season. They're meant to be together, period.

And yesterday E wanted few things so we went to Gurney Plaza. He bought few plain tees for himself and i bought nothing. My boyfriend is the hardest to go out shopping with. He hates dislikes what i wear most of the time. You would think that being together for 7 years is enough to understand your partner, i have to disagree. After watching Chuck got shot, i realized that i couldn't ring my boyfriend to tell him why i was sad because hes got no clue about Gossip Girl and i dont think he knows who Chuck Bass is.

And yesterday when he came to fetch me, the first question i asked him was ...

Me: Do you have any idea what my favourite tv show is?
Him: Mmmmm i dont know? How would i know?
Me: How can you not know!? Anyone who knows me knows that i am crazy about that tv show! I always go on and on about that show! Remember my mocktail party theme? The one at QE 2?
Him: *silent treatment*
Me: Well?
Him: Ohh i know now, Spa Q!
Me: *smacks own head*

Please tell me how embarrassing that is, sighhh.

But even with all that bimboness in him, i still love him to bits. I wouldn't trade him for anyone in this world. Not even Chuck Bass ( ...yes i am biting my lips while typing this out).

"Beautiful girls boys all over the world, i could be chasing but my time would be wasted, they got nothin' on you babyyy, nothin' on you babyyyy, they might say hi and i might say hey but you shouldn't worry about what they say cause they got nothin' on you babyyy, nothin' on you babyyyyyyyyyyyyy."

Photo credit to Warna Langit Biru

"I've never thought it was possible to love someone too much, but maybe it is." - Blair Waldorf

Thursday, June 24, 2010

I have the bestest mother ever, period.

A friend is getting engaged tomorrow, then KL on Friday to get my Usher ticket. Update photos when i am back. Too lazy to blog right now. Have a great weekend people!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010


I found this and i want to share this with all of you ...

The Law of Sacrifice

The law of sacrifice teaches that for you to get something new you will always have to give something away. It is better to willingly give first to receive what you wish than to lose something you did not expect.

Lets say you start a new relationship with someone. You now have something extra in your life - a partner.

The law of sacrifice always works so you have to lose something because you gained something new. Therefore you lose the status of being single. No matter what new you gain or what you lose, these things always have negative and positive sides. By being single you had more freedom, you could do whatever you liked without having to compromise. However you felt lonely and wanted love.

By being in a relationship you feel loved and you are with someone, but you miss times when you did not have to compromise with anyone and were completely free.

Another example could be about wealth. If you know the law of sacrifice, you may consciously decide to give something away for you to receive wealth. That would be the best option because you will consciously choose what to give away. So you may give your time, effort, passion and value creation for you to receive wealth in return.

If you want to become wealthy and try to take shortcuts to receive it, even if you become wealthy, you will suffer consequences. Because you disobeyed the law of sacrifice and you receive something without proper pay for it, it means that you accumulated debt for for the universe.

Debts always have to be repaid, it cannot happen any other way. So after some time you will repay such debt by understand that wealth was not something you really wanted, it did not fulfill you or you may lose wealth because you did not put proper foundation for it.

You may also spoil yourself with such wealth. In general, if you try to make money without putting any effort, your wealth will be temporary and you will be much more unhappy than you have ever been.

People mostly disobey the law of sacrifice because media confuses them about the workings of universal laws. What is shown on TV is far from truth, or half of the truth. For example, if they show that the person suddenly became very rich they fail to mention years spent working to get to such stage. On when a person won a lottery they fail to mention what happened to him/her after that. Such so called news confuse people and make them believe that money can be acquired only by luck. This makes them depressed and they start complaining how unfair life is.

As soon as you accept that you are 100% responsible for everything in your life, you will become free and your willpower will strengthen. You will realise that you are completely responsible for your experiences and that you have the power to change every aspect of your life.

When such understanding comes, you will find enough strength to take necessary actions and spend required time for you to achieve your goals.


The law of sacrifice is a universal law therefore it always works. To obey this law means to be aware that in order to receive something new one must give something away.

 If you consciously choose to give something away before getting something new, you will avoid owning to the universe therefore your newly acquired possession will stay with you for a long time.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010


I cant believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I cant believe how you slurred at me
With yor half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I cant believe you looked at me 
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And i know that its complicated
But im a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

Monday, June 21, 2010

Mischa And Chanels

The O.C was one of my faves few years ago. Marissa Cooper or, Mischa Barton in real life was such a style icon then. Rich, thin and beautiful, shes got the whole package going on. After her character died on the show, she sort-of died too, what with her ongoing weight battles, DUI and suicide attempts (sighhh) girlfriend is slowly turning into a real life Marissa Cooper.

That aside, girlfriend has more Chanel bags than Lily Allen! Any colour you just name it, limited edition or not, she has it. Gaah i am so jealous. 

The last bag is so pretty i can just die.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Happy Father's day to my beloved, loving and kind late father. 

You're always in our thoughts and prayers. Wish you were here. We miss you Abah, always.

Rest in peace, al-Fatihah.

"It doesnt matter who my father was, it matters who i remember he was." - Anne Sexton


I know i don't know you
But i want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
But can they keep it?

Too Magical For Words ...

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Friday, June 18, 2010

Selling My Gucci Belt

Selling my Gucci Guccissima brown leather belt, unisex. Comes with box and receipt. Great condition. Worn less than 5 times, thats the reason why im selling it, sighhh.

Leave a comment if you're interested.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

What The ....

Super expensive, ugly not so nice pieces ...

Leica M7 Hermes Edition

Louis Vuitton Bootie

Renaud Pellegrino Fox Fur Bag

Christian Louboutin Miss Chief Red Polkadot Bow Shoes

Chanel Tote

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Cupid Doesn't Lie, Im Missing You

I dont understand how come they dont make songs like this anymore. Im not just talking about 112 and Case, but other artists too. I miss the good old days living in the 90's listening to good music instead of the crap we're hearing nowadays.

We need more songs like this. Songs that touches your heart and soul to the core. Not Lady Gaga and Rihanna who

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Bedak Muntah Belut

Does anyone know or actually have seen how 'bedak muntah belut' looks like?

After reading the fab Nik Nafisah Marini Kamil's status, i really want to try this 'bedak'. If you dont know who this lady is, please google, or please go out and get yourself a copy of Glam magazine cause shes always in it. This lady can easily afford all the La Mers in the world but she chose to wear this 'bedak'. And she has been using it for 21 years dah. She mix it with 'air gamat'. I swear i have never heard of 'air gamat' before, thank you to Mr. Google for helping me. I can get the 'air gamat' online anytime now.

And i googled the 'bedak' info as well. 'Bedak' ni is very good for zits and rashes. So far, semua great reviews. I hope it can help me with my acute urticaria because i dont intend on taking my allergies meds forever. And none of it really works like Zyrtec does. But the thing about Zyrtec is that it makes me sleep long hours. I cant go on sleeping forever can i? Plus if consume long term ada side effect so yea, sighhhh.

You can easily get it in Kelantan or Terengganu. Hi M! *waves*

Is there anyone from Kelantan or Terengganu yang pernah pakai this? Let me know okay. I want to know how good this 'bedak' is.

Ever Heard Of Karma?

Its funny when you kacau people's boyfriend or husband you dont feel guilty at all. But when people kacau yours, mula lah meroyan. Tu baru orang kacau boyfriend hang dah bising bising. Belum lagi orang berskandal dengan husband hang.

FS, your tweets proved what a dumbass you are.

Cuba teka siapakah celeb Malaysia yang sangat cantik dan bersopan santun ini?

"Be like a duck, calm on the surface but paddling like hell underneath"

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Every Night That I Fall Asleep, This Is All I Ever Dream ...

"If i could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him ...
i'd play a song that would never ever end,
how i'd love, love, love ... to dance with my father again"

The Loves Of My Life

I miss ...

... and my father and my grandparents too

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Breakfast At Humphrey's

M: Can you guess what is on my mind for a nice breakfast?
Me: WHAT? Breakfast at Dome, gila heaven
M: Rufus Humphrey's waffles ...

This coming from a guy who doesn't want to be my blog follower cause he claimed it to be 'too girlie' for him. I get it that he doesnt want to ruin his manly macho image whatever that is but watching Gossip Girl is not girlie?

Shoot me somebody please.

"If the relationship doesn't make you a better person, then you are with the wrong one"

Friday, June 11, 2010

Boys Will Be Boys.

I asked a friend of mine to become one of my followers and this is what he said;

"... after taking a lot of consideration, i wont be joining your blog ... with all do respect ... its too girlie and it will effect my manly persona ... i will always wish you all the best with your blogging activity and will support you from behind. i mean arghhh you know what i mean ..."

This is so funny LMAO. Boys will always be boys, sighhhh.

/ edit

L called and i told him what happened between me and M, and at first he was like "la okayy why nak malu pulak jadi your follower bla bla bla ..." then i asked him to be one he suddenly burst out laughing (and myself too sebab boy, he really laughed okayy!). Gila jahaaat! Why are you guys so evil!

PS: Hi M and L, you manly macho guys are in my blog now, see? *waves madly*
I haven't been tweeting at all since TweetDeck gone all effed up. I don't like tweeting via Twitter, sighhh. Is there any other app out there thats like TweetDeck? If so please please please let me know i am dying over here.

That aside, today nak try buat caramel custard. Entah jadi ke tak but hopefully it will. Instead of using the normal eggs, im using the pasteurized ones and gula merah organik hehe. I wonder will it taste the same if i use organic products instead of the normal ones? Hmmmm. And i also bought organic free parabens shampoo and conditioner. The smell is to die for. Gonna stick with this for a while. Bye bye Redken and L'Oreal!

And o, a  friend is getting engaged to Jimmy Shanley today. Congrats to Teh and Jimmy! Im sure the engagement is going to be a lovely affair. I am happy for the both of you.

I gotta run. Will post the pics tonight, ciao bellas.

Photo credit to my-sensasi


Caramel custard tak jadi. I dont know what went wrong. I guess im just not cut for baking or cooking. Not gonna upload photos of the thing cause its ugly, sighhhh.