Saturday, February 27, 2010


I have a new weird habit. Im addicted to my hands sanitizer! I'll squeeze it out every 10 minutes! I am currently crazy about Hovid Quickclean Instant Antibacterial Hand Gel which has a very nice citrus smell after using it and i am also using Eskulin Kids Mickey Hand Sanitizer. Both aren not sticky at all! You can lick your fingers after using and you won't feel a thing from both hands sanitizer.

Another not weird habit i have is buying online. Not just any clothes, but Muslimah fashion clothes, hijabs and accessories! Ha ha! I am slowly building my collection of appropriate clothes to wear with tudung because as of right now, i only have a few and the clothes are getting tighter because i am getting fatter. And besides that im getting tired of hearing Ezar's nagging saying "B takda baju labuh sikit ke?" or "B, boleh tak pakai dengan cardigan". Haihhh. Sabar lah i am changing slowly. Dia ni pulak nak express, mana boleh. But as for me, i feel like i will wear tudung on day to day basis only when i am fully ready because i don't want to be a hypocrite and i don't want to do it just because he told me so. But so far, alhamdulillah. I am happy and proud with the progress im making. Insyaallah soon, i will wear it full time. 

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Life Is Bittersweet

My mom bought me a laptop today. Its nothing fancy, just a mini notebook from Sony Vaio. I bought it cause its small and light and its easy to carry around with ... and i love the color. Its in hot pink yo! My sister is jealous although hers is bigger and much more expensive than mine, ha ha!

I had a lovely time today as it has been awhile since our mother-daughter outing. Besides the laptop, i also bought baby clothes for my friends' babies. My mom and i enjoyed picking out the clothes in Mom's Care. They're all so pretty and tiny! I also bought another dress that my mom chose for baby Zara (my boyfriend's niece) for her first birthday celebration this Saturday. I can't wait! I ordered Sesame Street cartoon cupcakes for her. Wonder how it'll look like since im trying out a new baker. That aside, i love going to my FPIL's house cause Ezar's mom makes the best sambal udang, gulai sotong ... etc. Oh and i almost forgot, i've got my tickets for Babyface this 5th March! Thanks to my cousin, Aja. I bought the RM453 tickets because my sister insisted we sit on the very front.

Alhamdulillah. So far my life is going on smoothly. And i am thankful for everything that i have. I had a chat with a friend earlier. She just got married recently. And i am touched by what she said about changing her life and herself to be a better person. I am happy and proud of her. I hope her life will be much better after this. You go girl.

Its not easy to change to be a good person but its always easy to be a bad person and do bad things. In the early stage of changing, people will talk, laugh, or whatever. It doesn't matter as long as you know in your heart you're doing the right thing, let them laugh and talk all they want.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010


It really pisses me off if i text someone and they don't bother replying but when they need my help (money, etc), they'll text me like there's no tomorrow. Hey please lah i won't bother to help people like you, you and you (you know who you are) if you don't bother to reply my texts.

Its only 7cent via Maxis and less than 20cents via other line. Are you that stingy? But you expect me to lend you hundreds? Damn where is your brains man?

Wednesday, February 3, 2010


I am online almost everyday but i just don't feel like blogging lately cause there's nothing much to say.

... Okay, and so this month as we all know is the month of love. Valentine's Day is next week. One of my oldest friend is getting married on that day. Eh, no. Two of my friends. And another friend is getting engaged this Saturday and another friend is getting married on the 20th. And another old friend just got married last week. Pheww. Thats alot, right? I guess love is really all around us this month! And that i really should start looking for my boyfriend's Valentine's Day gift a.s.a.p!

Speaking of Valentine's Day, there's a movie coming out next week, Valentine's Day. This movie is full of Hollywood's huge stars such as Jessica Alba, Jamie Foxx, Anne Hathaway, Bradley Cooper, Queen Latifah, Julia Roberts, Taylor Swift, Taylor Lautner, Ashton Kutcher, Jennifer Garner, Eric Dane and Patrick Dempsey. Do i really have to tell you why you have to watch this?