Happy birthday Takashi Inoue! 

Jie jie loves you veryyyyy much!

PS: Please be good to mummy. I hope you can read this. See you in December. And please tell mummy to get me lots of vanilla macaroons from Dalloyau please. Thank you i love you.

One Is Never Dead Until He/She Is Forgotten

Today is my late Abah's birthday.

I have so many things that i want to write yet i am loss for words. There is no words that can express how much i miss him, every single day ...

I hope you know how much i miss you and how much i love you. Not a day goes by that i dont think of you. You are always near to me, always ...

May your soul rest in peace and i hope you are placed among the blessed. I miss you so much.

"The best of men cannot suspend their fate. The good die early, and the bad die late" - Daniel Defoe

Ghost In A Machine

You say i look fine, if only you knew what was on my mind
You'd see a whole different sign, i couldnt show you even if i tried
I must have got lost in time when i found out
I was only free to be wherever i want to be

Some say im out of sight, how i run and that we're all so blind
If you could open up your eyes, you could see what i couldnt describe
And then you'd see the signs and then your soul would be set free
And then you'd be released ...

Chuck And Blair. Blair And Chuck.

Chuck: Your world would be easier if i didnt come back.
Blair: Thats true ... But it wouldnt be my world without you in it.

I finally feel like i can breathe after so long. This is the best i believe for both you and i.










I wish you well.

PS: I might not have the person anymore in my life but i am thankful for having you in it. I can talk things with you like i normally do with that person. It might not be the same but i guess i have to make do with what i have. Thank you for listening. You know who you are.

Rasa sedih whenever i see this on tv. This Eid ad by Maxis really touches the heart. The message sampai terus ke hati ...

I miss you.

This year might just be one of the bestest and the 'scariest' Eid in my 24 years of living. HAHAHA! I wont tell whats so scary about it, but i have a mental image that i desperately want to get it out from my head pronto! Its that scary to me.

But what made my Eid Mubarak this year was seeing my Malaysian Maverick live in person! Seeing Tun Mahathir in person is hands down, one of the most memorable moment in my life! *slaps head for not taking any photos*

I went to KL last Tuesday with bff and i just got back. Stayed at Seri Pacific the first day then moved to Impiana KLCC the next day. Wanted to stay at one of the hotels near Changkat but everything was fully booked. I had a pleasant stay at the Impiana with bff. The breakfast, the service, the room and the pillow menu! Hehe the pillow menu yes how can one forget about the many many pillows that you can choose from to sleep comfortably! Cool, no? :)

I'll upload the photos later. Thanks to the great company i had in KL. You guys made our stay there a pleasant one. See you guys real soon!

As you grew older, you can differentiate whats good and bad. You learn from your mistakes, grow up and be a better person. What if going through all of that, isnt enough to drive you into being a better person? Whats the use in having regrets if you're still doing the same thing?

When you look in the mirror do you loathe the person you've become? Do you feel guilty for letting down those who you love? Or do you simply do nothing and keep on telling yourself that "one day, i will change for good". But what if the day never comes? What if its too late? So many 'what ifs' waiting to be answered.

We all make mistakes, its a part of our human nature. But mistakes when made repeatedly, will loss its meaning, like when you say sorry too much it doesnt mean a thing anymore to you or to anyone else.

So what do you do now? When a part of you is dragging you to do no good, and when another part of you wants to be good?

Selamat hari raya people! Maaf zahir batin :)

Starbucks - Pizza Hut - Ice Ice Baby! What a night but 'twas all good. I had fun, fun, fun! Cant wait to see you girls again this weekend!

Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya Mati Dibunuh Dan Dibakar

What a sad devastating news to her family and to the three others too, al-fatihah. Moga roh-roh mereka ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Dah lah we just celebrated Eid Mubarak, cant imagine what they're going through right now ... so sad :/

This taken from the news; "Misteri kehilangan jutawan kosmetik, Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya, 47 dan tiga lagi lelaki sejak 30 Ogos lalu telah terungkai dengan tertangkapnya tujuh suspek yang dipercayai terlibat dalam kes tersebut. 

Difahamkan, seorang daripada suspek yang ditahan merupakan peguam yang bergelar Datuk berusia 40an yang dinamakan polis sebagai suspek paling dikehendaki dalam kes kehilangan usahawan wanita terbabit bersama tiga yang lain. 

Hasil soal siasat ke atas suspek, polis mendapat maklumat bahawa kesemua mangsa sudah dibunuh dan dibakar manakala abu mayat mereka dibuang ke dalam laut di Pantai Morib, Selangor."

"Give a girl the right shoes, and she can conquer the world" - Marilyn Monroe

Raya 2010 Checklist

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As usual every Eid Mubarak kena buat checklist. These are the ones for this year ...


Baju raya - one pcs booked via online from Butik Jhana / another one still with tailor, must go collect it next week
Kasut raya - bought from Aldo last month.
Tudung raya - bought from Radiusite 2 days ago. Waiting for Mr. Postman
Raya hamper - buying next week from Cosway / Tupperware
Raya groceries - buying tomorrow
Raya cookies - ordered 300 pcs assorted from Nadya, Shikin and Chieda
Duit raya for kids - will set aside tomorrow
Cuci & kemas rumah - will start tonight, hopefully i can burn off some calories by doing this have started and will continue to do so until everything is clean and clear!
Bayar zakat - this week
Donate old clothes to the orphans - will set the clothes aside tomorrow to give Jumie
Do facial, body massage, manicure & pedicure, hair and eyebrows


Hmmm ... what else eh yang tertinggal? 

Iftar Gathering 2010

I organised an iftar gathering last Saturday and Sunday. The one on Saturday was at Marton Corner in Batu Uban and the one on Sunday was at Golden Triangle IndoChine Restaurant, Autocity Juru. This restaurant is one of my favourites. Great company and good food for both days. It was a success! Some of the girls couldnt make it on Sunday. The invitation was for 30 pax but only 16 pax made it but its okay, we shall have more of this in the future okayy girls? After Eid Mubarak perhaps? :)

Okayyy now onto the photos ... Not much photos from Saturday cause nobody had the time to take any photos as everyone was busy talking and forgot all about the camera, sighhhh.


Saturday / Marton Corner Ikan Bakar, Batu Uban

PS: Thanks Sal bawakan kami choc cake yang sangaaaaaaaat sedap!

Sunday / Golden Triangle IndoChine Restaurant, Autocity Juru

Thank you girls for coming and making it happen. Both iftar gath was a blast especially the ones with the girls! Hehe hopefully we can do another one more before the year ends!

That said, i would like to take this opportunity to wish all of my readers ...

Salam Eid Mubarak! Maaf zahir dan batin!

Kalau ada terbuat anything yang menyakitkan hati, yang menguris perasaan, i am truly sorry. Kadang kadang sebagai manusia yang mudah lupa, tak sedar dengan kesilapan yang diri sendiri buat jadi i mohon maaf zahir dan batin for all of my wrongdoings. Insyaallah i'll keep pushing myself to change to be a much better person. Again, salam lebaran to everyone! Have a greaaaaat one with your loved ones! :)

"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down" - Oprah Winfrey

Pejam celik pejam celik dah masuk September kan? How fast time flies.

So many things going on this month ... Eid Mubarak celebration, the anniversary of my Maktok's passing, my late father's birthday, my late Nana's birthday, my baby brother's birthday, my step dad's birthday (correct or not Mummy?), E's dad's birthday, WE's 24th birthday and engagement, S' 25th birthday and E's 27th birthday, oh my goodness so many anniversary, birthdays and events this month!

Then my birthday in October hehe and BFF's too. N and S' birthdays too and many more i cant think of right now.

Looking forward to each and every one of it. I hope these last 4 months will be good for me. Turning 25 next year oh my God i cant believe it i am already so old. E will be 28 next year, even older. I cant believe the first time i met him was when i was 17 years old. And in a few months i'll be freaking 25 years old. Gosh. I practically grew up with this boy. Someone quoted, "A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person".

I guess i have found that person.

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Today is my darling's 24th birthday!

Happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy my dearest Ezanee! Loves you tons!
Without you me have no faboosh hair hehe see you soon! *kiss kiss*

PS: This is last year's photo. Cant find any new photos of me and her in my laptop :/

"We lavish on animals the love we are afraid to show to people. They might not return it, or worst, they might" - Mignon McLaughlin