No. Yes. No. Yes. No.

I am exhausted. Not feeling well since 4 days ago. Fever, headache, flu ... But alhamdullilah im feeling much much better today. So many people kept on calling my cell ... customers, friends, strangers ... so tired to answer. I feel like an operator already.

I have been going out a lot, and by alot i mean a lot since few weeks ago. It was all good. I had fun with my friends. But last week when that someone dropped the bomb on me (why unexpectedly of course ...), it made me speechless and numb. I dont know what to say. Its so hard saying 'yes' and its even harder to say 'no'.

So what do you do when your mind is saying no, but your heart is saying yes? Please tell.